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I’ve Been Accepted to My First Art Fair!
My First Art Fair is on March 30th: Now I Just Need to Prepare
That’s two weeks from today. I’ve never displayed my art before. I’d like to make prints. I’d like to screen print tote bags if i can. I have a screen printing kit in my closet that I’ve opened but haven’t used. I’ve had one of those crazy weeks where for a second it seemed like it was all falling apart. It wasn’t at all. I keep turning.
How fitting that I’m going through a medium change. Trying to teach myself to paint. I listen to Spanish songs and Spanish YouTube video essays. I write advertisements for IT tools I don’t understand. I piece together communicate translate share express.
I’m remembering that art is for the stuff that you can’t put down anywhere else. I celebrate what I don’t understand.
I haven’t told anyone I’m in the art fair. I haven’t officially accepted the spot. I think I won’t tell anyone for a little bit. I want to enjoy my little secret. We feel in the pauses.
I’m feeling the pay off of my effort. Of taking care of myself and pushing myself to try new things. Going to bed on time and lighting candles and massaging my face in the shower. I did that skating exhibition in February so that I can present in this art fair in March.
I’m going to print my zines. I’m going to print my zines. Get excited for that you guys! RooneyRambles the zine coming soon!
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Things I like about painting
I like painting because I like looking for the light. I like spring time because if I try I remember I can still do cart wheels. The daffodils are blooming and my brothers turning 26. I think I’m probably an artist and that’s a good reason to study for my exam. Men are talking about Jesus in Panera Bread. I feel grumpy from winter, like an old dog. Soon I will thaw.
I trust.
I trust.
I trust. -
Feathers
and i try to remember the difference
between a name announced and one called
from the back door
as he fills the bird feeder -
shoelaces for fingers
There’s grace in the pauses and I’m handing it to you
There’s a hum in the down beat and I’m twisting it between my earsShoe laces for fingers and the mess we make together
I wish more people were good to each other
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A Woman’s Heart is
A Woman’s Heart is
i’ve chewed up this town and i’ve spit it out
crumpled soppy on the concretei’ve got a craving echoing in the hollows where my lungs should be
in the chasm beneath my breastthe sort that i might pass out if i don’t satiate
the sort that i might vomit if i doon sundays i cut coffee table buoquets
practice punching upcarve the sockets behind my eyes deeper
with my roommate’s potato peelermake plenty of room there for the people my gaze will swallow
i study the maps in the cracks of the bus’s windows
smile with lips licked rawi’ve burned away my fingertips
lined my ribs with teethi’ve got a tinny little voice
that makes its bed in my curlswhispers of a life worth devouring
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Current WIP
Started painting my candlestick holder this rainy afternoon. I was excited to try out 1) my new paint set 2) a metallic subject. Maybe a bit ambitious -but I’m pleasantly surprised by how this is going! The green is a bit sick, and the shapes are wonky. I’m getting a lot of emotion.


